Does anyone else feel alone in the world, like they have no one to depend on or relate to.?

my entire life nothing has has ever worked the way i wanted it to. i was brought up by emotionally unstable people that im starting to think are ******* crazy. it seems like everyone in my family is retarded. if been emotionally and physcially abused but im not hindered by it, in fact i've noticed my problems have actually made me a lot smarter. i feel like im alone cause no one ever gets me. im tired of having to put up with people who only want to use me, but im in a position where i cant do crap about it and i have to take it up the ***.